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Oh dear. Exams are here again. And what I am I doing? If not surfing the net, I’m playing those damn games Bejeweled and Zuma (your fault, Donnie!), watching DVDs I’ve seen a thousand times already, or eating, or playing with pictures in Photoshop. Anything, but study. Well, it’s a weekend. And on weekends, I forget everything about school. Hah.

I’m disappointed with the result of ABS-CBN's SCQ. Erich won. Well, I was rooting for no one actually (even DM, who’s from Bulacan). I’m not even a fan of the show. But based on stories from people about Erich and how she was rebuked by Loren (or is it Lauren?) because of a comment she made about Janelle, I've developed a dislike for her. Haha. I am a judge.

I think it’s better that people think of you first as a a bitch then discover that you are the opposite of that, than the other way around. You know, like girls that seem to be members of the Ms. Goody-two-shoes Club but turn out to be real bitches? Ick.

I remember Tere's letter to me during the retreat. It read:
Thanks for being nice to me kasi pag ayaw mo sa isang tao, halata.

Hehe. That was funny. But true. What can I say? Di ako plastik.

Although a lot of times my being too straightforward has gotten me into trouble. But I’m keeping that in mind. I’m trying to be less biting. But face it, I’m never ever gonna be thought of as a sweety-pie.

Moving on..

I still haven’t found a problem for PrevMed, dammit!

And I still haven’t found the code for Bob Marley’s Redemption Song (Paula P.’s background song which I mentioned in a past entry). Can anyone help me?

Why do Pharma teachers give quizzes that make you feel like they don’t want you to pass?

The past week, I was a witness to the murder of 20 guinea pigs. The guinea pig I supposedly reserved as my pet was the last one to experience this cruelty. I didn’t care about the 19 previously killed guinea pigs, but the sound of bones cracking as Donnie’s scissors cut through my guinea pig was all too distressing. Tsk tsk. All for the sake of fulfilling Pharma requirements.

Oh, the depression didn’t quite push through. Good thing. Now it’s replaced by inis. Inis to the heavens.

That’s it. Incoherent.

I think I drank too much Milo.

I am feeling better. Yay.

And I want this.

Yun lang.

I have sooo much to do. Argh.

dilemma

It's difficult.

You're feeling so low. And you know that the only person who can comfort you is the same person who hurt you.

is this it?

I've got a quiz for ClinPath tomorrow. I don't want to study.

I don't want to go to school.

I just want to stay home. Alone in my room. No music, no lights, no sound at all.

I just feel like crying.

I feel so empty.

I have never felt this way before.


Help me. I think I'm on the verge of depression.

have you ever felt like the world has just ended for you?

here i am with a splitting headache, but still managing to write an entry. this blog is my friend. I write everything and express how i feel with all honesty, and it doesn't complain. it just listens. even though what i'm talking about is just the same thing over and over. it doesn't understand a word i say, but i just need to let this all out. you know those times when you just need someone to listen and not say anything at all. and besides, my mind's too confused to understand any piece of advice that anyone would have given me anyway.

crying for a whole hour a little past midnight then going straight to sleep will make you feel down the whole day.

would that make a good research proposal for PrevMed? if Dr. Tapia asks me for some sort of basis for that, then that's simple.

ME.

from Riding in Cars with Boys:

"Marry me. Because I'm shit without you."

I wonder if someone will ask me that in the future. Yeah, a marriage proposal that has the word "shit" in it. But still, romantic.

I'm miserable.

And someone out there is happy that my life is falling apart.

drunk

click here to play

found this game through an email from a classmate.

New way to kill time. hehe

i'm kinda lousy though. highest score so far is a measly 48 meters.

nyerks.

i will practice.

I want a Pomeranian. I saw this cute one yesterday at a pet shop in SM and I fell in love with it. Really. Who's willing to donate P20, 000 so I can get it before somebody else does? :P

Dimple's brother and cousin brought us along with them last night to Kamuning, to eat ihaw-ihaw. I had 2 sticks of barbecue and 2 hotdogs. Db mas masarap ang pagkain pag binibili sa kalye? May special ingredient eh. Haha! Right, Dimple?

I hate people who are balimbing.

Likewise, I hate people who talk like they're perfect.

If you're any of the above, then I hate you.

Kung tinamaan ka, pasensya ka. Haha!

I have already collected 27 pictures (from section B) for my planner which I've transformed into a photo planner. I spend more time cutting out pictures than listening to lectures. It's fun, and flattering especially when a classmate asks you to do the same thing with her planner. :P (Mabeth, I'm going to give you a copy of Print Artist so you can choose the pictures that you want. :)

I love the song in Paula Peralejo's blog. Can anybody tell me the title?

I need a new cellphone. READ: need, not simply want.

I want the terry-cloth slippers from Crabtree and Evelyn. Are they still available? Last saw them 5 years ago. Ehehe.

I'm talking nonsense. As always. Harhar. Bye!

badtrip

My darn cellphone won't open.

Bwiset.